Teeny Tiny Toothbrush

So I just got back from brushing my teeth with a tiny Toy Story toothbrush for ages 5-7. Why you may ask? Just got my wisdom teeth out, and I obviously can't brush over the stitches. That would be very dumb on so many levels. My face is also swollen, and it's a little entertaining, but at the moment my pain medicine is making me REALLY dizzy, and I'm a little scared! xD
I haven't posted all spring break because I thought I'd have something to do, but no. I've had wild parties with boys, though. Yeah, we went and killed a dragon, and then I got married to Balimund. Skyrim is the only place I have friends it seems! xD Just kidding. I've just not heard from a single one of my friends since Friday.
Earlier before spring break started Mojo informed me that Siha was looking for a prom date. And to that: I scoffed. For some reason I really don't care. I'm planning on going to prom, but I really just wanted to bring a little 80 year-old man. Too bad the age limit is 21 or something. Boo! I found an uberly cute dress that I will also wear to the con for the second day, part of my marionette outfit.
Speaking of the con, I got my cosplay in the mail. -.-
It was WAY too big, and it showed my bra and underwear when I put on the pannier. Plus the pannier showed below the skirt. So, I'm going to have to spend even more money getting it tailored. Unfortunate.
I hope I have enough money to buy everybody else stuff once I get there and still have a little left over to get myself some new clothes. -.-
I'm sooo dizzy...
さよなら。。。
and also man of the day!

So, my mom watches Dancing with the Stars. Can't stand that show, with all of those dumb ho-women dancing around in skimpy outfits when the men are all covered up. However, lately I've been sticking around a bit to watch this fine slice of man dance around. GOOD LORD HE'S SEXY! William Levy people. He is wonderful.

My mug!!!

I left my coffee mug in first period -.-
That is just absolutely disappointing! I don't know how I forgot, but chances are that my Chemistry teacher will screech and throw it at me tomorrow. xD
She's a bit of a strange one, but she's grown on me.
As for Siha... He is here today, and I saw him in the hallway and twitched. Dude! His hair looks adorable! It's all messy (unlike usual), and he looks tired. The point is, he looks super cute today and I still wanted to punch him in the face when I saw him... Not sure why.
I'm pretty sure I'm just in a bad mood when I'm at school and his cuteness bothers me.
But I also found such an AMAZING Japanese phrase that I will use only for evil. I don't know how it can really be used for good. おいしそうです。。。or stupid romaji; Oishisoudesu. Looks delicious. That is what it means, and Sir-Tight-Pants and I found it to be incredibly amazing. When Mojo walked up I proceeded to raise my eyebrows in a creepy manner and say it. It was quite funny. I'm tempted to say that and Siha and then run away while trying to keep a completely straight face, but every time I look at him I remember that he's irritating me.
My friends told me it was a girl thing, so I screamed, "WHY MUST I BE A WOMAN??? GROSS AND ANNOYING!"
Oh sometimes. Sometimes I wonder about my own sanity.
I've also been loopy all day! I got a lot of sleep last night, so after getting so little before it has me all messed up. Don't get me wrong; it is HILARIOUS! I laugh at this! It's great.
I'm done with my homework!!! I guess I should do some Japanese work... but I dun feel like it.
またね！
And also...
MAN OF THE DAAAY!

You know what... I don't feel like doing this. I'll be lazy.  It's Shuu from Girugamesh. Yay!!! Love him, for he is awesome. He looks adorable in the wide-rim glasses he wore and the concert. Poor guy thinks he's ugly :( I think he's adorable AND cool! He was sweet too.

Horrible Horrible Game

Mass Effect 3... was the WORST MOST ANGRIFYING THING EVER!!!!
Warning: I am going to rant. My day has not been going very well.
So, apparently you have to do every single little obscure quest on Mass Effect 3 to have any hope against the reapers. So, of course, I did not do all of the little obscure quests, and at the end; EVERYBODY DIED. I was sobbing so hard I couldn't get up. Three games I went through with this Shepard... I created character development, and got really attached to all of the characters, and in the last game, they all drop like flies and my Shepard dies.
LOVELY.
SO! I'm going to have to play all over again and figure out how to get the best possible ending. Your Shepard lives, but it doesn't show what happens. Joker and Kaidan (I think, in the video it was Ashley) are alive. Still doesn't show crap.
Bioware is going to have a bunch of raging fans on its hands.
So, of course I was upset about that. For some reason that game really got to me. I've never gotten so worked up over a video game.
So, I come to school today. Captain Fat and Ugly (a freak at my school who 'helped me' start the anime club, by doing nothing) came up and bothered me again. I found out that poor Mojo was sick :( That was saddening! And I find out that Siha has run off to Hawaii for the week. Also, come to find out, he's going to be gone a lot until he leaves to go back to his home country.
I'm stupid. I'm going to miss him so much, and knowing me I'll never tell him how I feel, and I'll never do anything about it.
So after all of that: I get back my math test! The one I took after a week of NOT going over the material. Bad grade. Much anger. I'm still so angry that I'm shaking and feel sick, and really want to throw something heavy at a window and scream my head off.
I'm really tired of myself. I'm such an awful little person. I can't do crap right, and I get so distracted by Siha and video games that I can't even get good grades.
Though it isn't completely my fault. The teacher put crap on the tests that we have NEVER done in class. And I NEVER blame the teacher for my grades.
I just don't know what to do with myself. I'm never going to get anywhere in my life because I just can't do anything right. I can't get good grades so I can't go to a good college and follow my dream of going to live in Japan. I can't even tell a boy I like him, or ask him to do anything. All I ever do is get scared and run away. I'm super tired of it.
But the positives!
...
Trying to think.
Well crap.
I can always find something positive!
At least the anime con is in just three months!  Which means Siha will be gone soon...
SCREW IT!!!
またね！！！
And also...
MAN OF THE FRICKIN DAY.

I did get to watch Ninja Warrior all weekend; hence the Hitsohi Kanno!!! I find him endlessly hot with his funny eyebrows and soul patch. Don't judge! He may not be a celebrity, but he's still attractive.
Phew, I feel much better now.

Holy Crap!!!

Well, I got sick. I got really nauseous today at school, and almost passed out, THEREFORE! I went home. The sad thing is, I went home and took some medicine, and now I'm fine and want to go back -.- I can't afford to miss any more days! I was planning on perfect attendance this semester! But no. I've missed a day and now I have B's in two of my classes... OH THE FAIL! T-T
But on the bright side...
I got to talk to Siha today! :D He walked up to me this morning and we discussed manga for a moment, then he just awkwardly walked off xD He's so cute! I wonder why he just walks off like that for no reason... doesn't even say bye! I just said something to Dadlady (my female friend that I call Daddy), and he drifted away.
Oh well...
I hope my teacher got my half of the project in time. I couldn't find his email so it was a huge pain! Ugh. So now I sit at home all day and keep myself from doing anythign non-school related. I'm very sad to miss AP Lang and Comp with Mojo! D: I hope she lets me know what went down *cough* *cough*. Anywho. I have no more to talk about.
またね！！！
And also...
MAN OF THE DAY!!!

You guys knew it was coming... SATOSHI!!!! さとしーさま！！！I put the second one on there in remembrance of his curly adorable hair!!! Ahahaha he's so cute ^-^ and I met him! *cough* Couldn't find any better pictures either... But anyway! That's out of the way now, so Satoshi's time is up!

Only at my school (and also videogames)

I get the point that getting people to donate money by playing an obnoxious song over the intercom is epic... but how long will this go on??? All week, I swear! I've already heard the Hamster Dance too many times in my life, they're just making it worse.
Anyway! :D
So I apparently have a lot of work to do again this weekend, but instead of working on that work, I'm sitting here blogging... yeah! >:D So much awesome, right? No, no I am just a sad little person, who desperately needs to get Mass Effect 3! I will also be volunteering, and starting art projects and stuff for said volunteering (I was attacked by the lady that takes in volunteers because of my punkloli Red Queen's Black Legion skort *すごい　です　ね！) so I expect it to be a busy little weekend.
And in the meantime, all I can think about is Siha (my most favorite boy in the wooorld). -.- I annoy myself to no end on occasion. I never talk to him anymore, so maybe I should just come out with it, and get it over with so I can stop obsessing over what to do.
I don't know!
It's times like this when I wish I was pretty.
But at least my (partial) book is being published, and released! >:D I figure that's something at least.  Still can't wait for ME3. Just saw the trailers last night and spazzed out to the max! It looks so epic, and from what I've heard: it will be much better than the last!
Oh well, that's all I have for today... I'm boring. :P
またね！
and also...
MAN OF THE DAAAAY!!!

Look at dat body! He is so darn gorgeous, and he's a great actor and singer! A wonderful specimen, right there.