Too much test

So I'm scared about this AP Lang and Comp test. Yep. Don't think I did to well; I ran out of time and I feel like my arguments were quite circular... There's no way for me to fix it just at lunch. Plus I'm going to be absolutely starving since I won't have any time to eat -.-... So I don't know what I'm going to do at all. I honestly think that I'd need to start all over again for it to not be complete crap. I hate school right now! Nothing is fun anymooore! I'm even tired of Siha.
Peh. Speaking of Sihas... I found Thane in ME3!!! On the character I romanced him with ^-^ He's dying :((( as he was in the second game, and it's so super sad D:! But he was so sweet! I love Thane.
Real people at the moment are proving to be incredibly unreliable.
My meme horoscope is true!
I am forever alone xD
At least my face isn't all red and burned anymore. It has already improved! Hopefully everything will be great before the con...
I just wish it would come sooner!!!
またね。。。
And also...
MAN (alien) OF THE DAAAYYY!

 LOL I would love to see your faces right now. Oh Thane, you are so awesome. You may be an amphibious alien species with an incurable disease, but you are truly awesome! I mean come on. He's a pretty alien at least! Not like the Krogan xD

Siha's back!

Update to Facebook status! Siha is back at his host home ^-^ I get to see him tomorrow!
I'm excited! I actually want to go to school so I can see him!!! :D He says he had a lot of fun, so even though he got to skip school for a week, I'm happy for him! He always works so hard it's good that he got to have a break!
Just the make-up work now...
Anyway! Enough about hiiim.
Weekend was okay. I had a 10 hour ME3 gaming session xD It was crazy! But my military strength is huge now, so hopefully if I keep going, I'll be able to get my Sheppy to live! ^-^
Also went to a birthday party, and it was super fun! We all sang very loudly and obnoxiously to karaoke songs (including Lady Gaga songs like Alejandro and Bad Romance) and it was hilarious. Instead of bad romance we said bad bromance.
Yay bromance!!!
But yeah that's it. Fun fun!
またね！
And also...
MAN OF THE DAY!!!

 Sadness... the cutest pic didn't make it! Oh well! It's Shin from ViViD ^-^ He's so cute and pretty! His voice is also wonderful... I could almost identify it as sexy, but he's too cutesy for that. ViViD Fan service is pretty awesome, by the way! xD

Horrible Horrible Game

Mass Effect 3... was the WORST MOST ANGRIFYING THING EVER!!!!
Warning: I am going to rant. My day has not been going very well.
So, apparently you have to do every single little obscure quest on Mass Effect 3 to have any hope against the reapers. So, of course, I did not do all of the little obscure quests, and at the end; EVERYBODY DIED. I was sobbing so hard I couldn't get up. Three games I went through with this Shepard... I created character development, and got really attached to all of the characters, and in the last game, they all drop like flies and my Shepard dies.
LOVELY.
SO! I'm going to have to play all over again and figure out how to get the best possible ending. Your Shepard lives, but it doesn't show what happens. Joker and Kaidan (I think, in the video it was Ashley) are alive. Still doesn't show crap.
Bioware is going to have a bunch of raging fans on its hands.
So, of course I was upset about that. For some reason that game really got to me. I've never gotten so worked up over a video game.
So, I come to school today. Captain Fat and Ugly (a freak at my school who 'helped me' start the anime club, by doing nothing) came up and bothered me again. I found out that poor Mojo was sick :( That was saddening! And I find out that Siha has run off to Hawaii for the week. Also, come to find out, he's going to be gone a lot until he leaves to go back to his home country.
I'm stupid. I'm going to miss him so much, and knowing me I'll never tell him how I feel, and I'll never do anything about it.
So after all of that: I get back my math test! The one I took after a week of NOT going over the material. Bad grade. Much anger. I'm still so angry that I'm shaking and feel sick, and really want to throw something heavy at a window and scream my head off.
I'm really tired of myself. I'm such an awful little person. I can't do crap right, and I get so distracted by Siha and video games that I can't even get good grades.
Though it isn't completely my fault. The teacher put crap on the tests that we have NEVER done in class. And I NEVER blame the teacher for my grades.
I just don't know what to do with myself. I'm never going to get anywhere in my life because I just can't do anything right. I can't get good grades so I can't go to a good college and follow my dream of going to live in Japan. I can't even tell a boy I like him, or ask him to do anything. All I ever do is get scared and run away. I'm super tired of it.
But the positives!
...
Trying to think.
Well crap.
I can always find something positive!
At least the anime con is in just three months!  Which means Siha will be gone soon...
SCREW IT!!!
またね！！！
And also...
MAN OF THE FRICKIN DAY.

I did get to watch Ninja Warrior all weekend; hence the Hitsohi Kanno!!! I find him endlessly hot with his funny eyebrows and soul patch. Don't judge! He may not be a celebrity, but he's still attractive.
Phew, I feel much better now.

Wow... It's been a lot of days...

Huh... I forgot to post!
Well I guess homework has been killing me a little bit for the past few days... Of course right after I get the best game in the history of games!
I love Mass Effect 3... even though it couldn't import my massively hot man-Shepard's awesome face. I had to recreate it, and it took an hour, and now he has a giant chin that I just can't seem to ignore. Bleh! Lol I'm sooo sleep deprived right now.
The test the other day was awful. Five hours!!! I mean seriously, it was a pain. And I found out later that day that Siha thought I was a senior... I'm not sure what to think of this at alllll. Is this a compliment? Or an insult? OR THE VERY REASON WE MAY NEVER BE TOGETHER IN MY WHOLE LIIIIFEEEE??? Just kidding. I have no clue! ^-^; Maybe I should stop worrying about that, and just worry about my school work as I usually do.
It's official that I have no life out of school and saving the galaxy from the Reaper threat with my so-very-awesome manly man Kaiden, and my other so-very-awesome manly alien Thane (if he ever reappears).
I need a boyfriend xD Oh I really do.
It would be so entertaining.
Well that's it.
さよなら！！！
And also...
MAN OF THE DAY!!!
In the spirit of ME3...

I added the first picture because it made me LOL. He is a hairy Italian man. But yes... Kaidan!!! Mass Effect 3!!! yeah!!!

Orly?

Well, today was pretty good!
I felt bad this morning after my volunteering, but with a good ol' dose of Midol (yes you needed to know that) I felt better and went out to Walmart, Target, and Gamestop with the parents, and pre-ordered Mass Effect 3! >:D I had to... and now I will be going with my friend Dread-head to pick it up on Tuesday, wearing my N7 shirt! すごい　です　ね！！！！I'm a cool kid! :P
But I've been irked all day. I haven't gotten on Facebook or the internet besides this blog because I'm *quite* tired of a certain someone who is messaging me.
For blogging purposes we shall call him... Floggy (not sure why). So, Floggy is a guy who has asked me out several times. In all three attempts I may have neglected to give him an answer... but that's not the point! So he begins messaging me again, and since we're friends, I'm like eh kay, I'll communicate. So we talk for a while and get onto the issue of self esteem. So I've been having some issues with getting B's, and haven't been the best in the confidence department, and just wanted to talk about something. So I do talk about how I feel about myself and I really just pour my heart out and all he can come up with is; "well you may not be very pretty but you don't look like a troll." and proceeded to ignore everything I had just said... JUST what I needed to hear! Sure I don't think I'm pretty, but come on!!! He could have mentioned SOMETHING ELSE instead of rubbing it in my face with his chubby fingers!!!!!! So, my confidence has taken another plummet thanks to that stupid head and I didn't feel like getting on any of my favorite sites at all -.- Seriously, I can't imagine going out with that jerk! Imagine me asking him if my hair looked okay and him saying "well you may not be very pretty but you don't look like a troll."
Fer serious!
And so now I feel like there is no chance of my ever telling Siha how I feel... EVER.
But other than that, my day has indeed been quite good; filled with lots of yummy coffee, and my adorable kitty cats! :D Now, off to my gaming session! I must attempt to beat Mass Effect 2 on my man Shepard before Tuesday!
じゃまたね！！！
And also...
MAN OF THE DAY!!!

 

Awh! Look at lil' L.Joe! His real name is Lee Byung Hun. かわいい　です　ね！！！ Does anybody else find it hilarious that I've only posted Korean guys, yet I'm typing in Japanese? xD I need to learn Korean after I finish Japanese.

Only at my school (and also videogames)

I get the point that getting people to donate money by playing an obnoxious song over the intercom is epic... but how long will this go on??? All week, I swear! I've already heard the Hamster Dance too many times in my life, they're just making it worse.
Anyway! :D
So I apparently have a lot of work to do again this weekend, but instead of working on that work, I'm sitting here blogging... yeah! >:D So much awesome, right? No, no I am just a sad little person, who desperately needs to get Mass Effect 3! I will also be volunteering, and starting art projects and stuff for said volunteering (I was attacked by the lady that takes in volunteers because of my punkloli Red Queen's Black Legion skort *すごい　です　ね！) so I expect it to be a busy little weekend.
And in the meantime, all I can think about is Siha (my most favorite boy in the wooorld). -.- I annoy myself to no end on occasion. I never talk to him anymore, so maybe I should just come out with it, and get it over with so I can stop obsessing over what to do.
I don't know!
It's times like this when I wish I was pretty.
But at least my (partial) book is being published, and released! >:D I figure that's something at least.  Still can't wait for ME3. Just saw the trailers last night and spazzed out to the max! It looks so epic, and from what I've heard: it will be much better than the last!
Oh well, that's all I have for today... I'm boring. :P
またね！
and also...
MAN OF THE DAAAAY!!!

Look at dat body! He is so darn gorgeous, and he's a great actor and singer! A wonderful specimen, right there.